"i hate u, i love u" ft. olivia o'brien

feeling used
but i’m still missing u
& i can’t see the end of this
just wanna feel ur kiss
against my lips
& now all this time
is passing by
but i still can't seem to tell u why
it hurts me every time i see u
realize how much i need u

i hate u i love u
i hate that i love u
don't want to, but i can't put
nobody else above u
i hate u i love u
i hate that i want u
u want her, u need her
& i'll never be her

i miss u when i can't sleep
or right after coffee
or right when i can't eat
i miss u in my front seat
still got sand in my sweaters
from nights we don't remember
do u miss me like i miss u?
fucked around & got attached to u
friends can break ur heart too
i'm always tired but never of u
if i pulled a u on u, u wouldn't like that shit
i put this reel out, but u wouldn't bite that shit
i type a text but then i nevermind that shit
i got these feelings but u never mind that shit
oh oh, keep it on the low
ur still in love with me but ur friends don't know
if u wanted me u would just say so
& if i were u, i would never let me go
i don't mean no harm
i just miss u on my arm
wedding bells were just alarms
caution tape around my heart
u ever wonder what we could have been?
u said u wouldn't and u fucking did
lie to me, lie with me, get ur fucking fix
now all my drinks and all my feelings are all fucking mixed
always missing people that i shouldn't be missing
sometimes u gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance
i know that i control my thoughts and i should stop reminiscing
but i learned from my dad that it's good to have feelings
when love & trust are gone
i guess this is moving on
everyone i do right does me wrong
so every lonely night, i sing this song

i hate u i love u
i hate that i love u
don't want to, but i can't put
nobody else above u
i hate u i love u
i hate that i want u
u want her, u need her
& i'll never be her

all alone i watch u watch her
like she's the only girl u've ever seen
u don't care u never did
u don't give a damn about me
yeah all alone i watch u watch her
she's the only thing u ever see
how is it u never notice
that u are slowly killing me

i hate u i love u
i hate that i love u
don't want to, but i can't put nobody else above u
i hate u i love u
i hate that i want u
u want her, u need her
& i'll never be her

doesn’t matter where we are
we are never far apart, no
doesn’t matter where we go
when i’m with u
i am home,
yeah,
i am home

i think it was last year on my birthday
when u broke the news
things ain't rollin' how we need ‘em to
and we have to move
but, i said, “dad, get those moving boxes
out the room, and cut the cake, i’ll get it, i got it,
i’d give my all for u”
too many memories and feelings
i’m not down to pack,
so lately i’ve been putting all this weight up on my back
i know that’s never what u wanted dad,
but understand
we can’t afford another heart attack
to keep the fam intact
it’s “whatever” as long as we stick together
this shit’s forever
above us, there’s nothing better

do u remember when u said
“do what u love, and don’t give up, it’s in ur blood?”
that’s when u taught me
that if all i have is me
then all i need is family
if all i have is home
then all i am is happy
i may not know it all
but i do know this,
home isn’t where u are,
it’s who u’re with
& it

doesn’t matter where we are
we are never far apart, no
doesn’t matter where we go
when i’m with u
i am home, yeah
i am home

ouu-ou-ou-ou-ou
ouu-ou-ou-ou-ou
uh-uh-oh, ha
ouu-ou-ou-ou-ou

when i’m with u
i am home, yeah
i am home

no matter where we go
we’ll call it home
so no matter where we go
we’re not alone
why fix something if it isn’t broke?
u call it holdin’ on,
i call it hope

i’m not trying to make my sister move,
or trying to change my momma’s mood
so i go all this shit to do to make
sure moving’s not the move
cause lately i’ve been feeling
all this pressure within
but one day we all gone be back together again

so for now i’m on my grind
workin’ all the time
sending all these dollar dimes
to u

when i’m out there on the road,
u can always hit my phone
so i’m always right there next to u

now i’m missing all these birthdays
just to put my family in a good place
cause that's all i wanted in the first place
cause, i only do it for my family
so we good, because

when i get it all,
i’m gonna give it all to u
and when i get it all,
i’m gonna give it all to u
and know i did it all, yeah,
i did it all for u

when i’m with u,
i am home
yeah
i am home

ouu-ou-ou-ou-ou
ouu-ou-ou-ou-ou
uh-uh-oh, ha
ouu-ou-ou-ou-ou
when i’m with u
i am home
yeah
i am home

"something"

whoa oh oh oh, don't u know i could buy u a rose
or maybe a daisy 'cause lately u seem into those
whoa oh oh oh, I guess that works for them, I suppose
but wouldn't u rather have something that matters with me?

whoa oh oh oh, ur more than a feeling
whoa oh oh oh, ur something I'm needing
& if u feel lonely & left out with nothing to do
i'd love to be a something to u
i'd love to be a something to u
i'd love to be a something to u
 
there's something 'bout the way u move
there's something in the way u groove
there's something u don't know u do
that makes me feel my feels of u
there's nothing more amazing, nothing feels more unbelievable
than when i say i love u & u say to me, "i love u, too"
so baby boo, please fall thru
please call me when ur plans fall through
u could dance on me with ur hands on me
when ur man's on leave, put my hands on u
i don't care if u hate me, i don't care if u love me
i just wanna be ur buddy
i just wanna be that something to u
 
whoa oh oh oh, ur more than a feeling
whoa oh oh oh, ur something i'm needing
& if u feel lonely & left out with nothing to do
i'd love to be a something to u
i'd love to be a something to u
i'd love to be a something to u
 
whoa oh oh oh, don't u know i could write u a song?
& it'd probably go like this & wouldn't take me very long
& whoa oh oh oh, though a world would probably sing along
but wouldn't u rather have something that matters with me?
& it goes like
 
whoa oh oh oh, ur more than a feeling
whoa oh oh oh, ur something i'm needing
& if u feel lonely & left out with nothing to do
i'd love to be a something to u
i'd love to be a something to u
i'd love to be a something to u
i'd love to be a something to u